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Monday, November 9, 2009
like what kexin said so many times, eyes don't lie. once again, do yours? Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 10:36 PM Sunday, November 8, 2009
big bang with gara gara go and top of the world (jap album) <3 dae. haha. ----- why dont i get you. urgh. this rah rah mood as prolonged for 5 days already. i'm getting sick & tired. i hope tmr will be a better day. i miss school already. + trainings. D: Labels: fangirling, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 11:24 PM
& you begin to realise, anyone around you can take you anywhere, anytime. but only you will know where you truly belong. likewise. everything around you can change, but after all these times, only you can find your true self. ------ by the way, i saw tokio hotel's humanoid album at popular's CD rama today, which was a very pleasant surprise! also when e-hui was studying in the reading room in the morning, listening to 98.7 fm, she heard tokio hotel's automatic on air. which means tokio hotel is finally gaining much recognition which they truly deserve here! yayyy happy happy. :D ------ anyway went shopping with e-hui for danette's birthday present today after band at cineleisure/ plaza sing. :D had fun going crazy over the smallest stuff together hahahaha. darn hilarious. especially the giant tweety bird, THE TATTY TEDDY CARDDDD OH MANN, DOREAMONN, and lots of other cute soft toys omg. it feels good being a kid again. :D more details at e-hui's blog. photos! :D hahaha. oh thanks e-hui for treating me to the tako ball haha darn nice. :D we need to have a family outing someday, and then sista and i go out and shop for Christmas some other day, and then i need to get concert stuff also omggg. alot of things to do. >< ---- e-hui enlightened me about some stuffs today. (:
for the first part, im really thankful for people like kexin, jasmine, brudders/sistas, zoo, david to be in my life. for the second part, no one really knows what the other party is really thinking or feeling. but neither party is willing to take the initiative either. ._. im sorry. the last time you asked what was wrong, i couldnt tell you. and i'll probably never ever tell you either cause i'm too cowardly. i don't have the courage, the certainty, the assurance i need. but then again, even if i dont talk to you, doesn't mean i dont care. i still do, i just- can't show it? sian. i need to change to lj pretty soon. Labels: brudders/sistas, ramblings, tokio hotel ich liebe Tom! 2:15 AM Saturday, November 7, 2009
LOL. hahaha. today has been quite sian diao, stayed at home the whole day. D: but e-hui calling me in the evening to let me hear teammates sing happy birthday for all the November babies really made my day. :D omg thanks alot to everyone who celebrated and sang over the phone, even though i wasnt there. :D thanks thanks. loves. <3 anyway, :DDD tokio hotel performs world behind my wall at MTV europe music awards! :D they seriously never fail to put up a good show. last year was water, this year, fire. :DDD lovesss! Labels: brudders/sistas, HCult, tokio hotel ich liebe Tom! 12:46 AM Thursday, November 5, 2009
how can someone's life be controlled by another person. it's one of those nights where you stare around aimlessly again, thousands of thoughts running through your head, but you have no objective. it's one of those nights where you feel depressed, but you don't know why or what made you depressed.
it's one of the nights where i just want to lie in bed and cry myself to sleep. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 11:07 PM Wednesday, November 4, 2009
before anything else, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS a.k.a. ex- SHARKBOY. :D cause your shark bag no more! D: on and, JASMINE POON. I MISS YOU. D: -----
after math lecture, which was the only reason why both nelson and i went to school today, both of us went to slack around, undecided of whether we should both go home or just slack around in school. until both of us found 09s60 class bench and decided to crash their class for fun instead hahaha. :D watched them play chinese chess at first, then both nelson and i went to buy the i heart hc shirts together cause we both didnt bring a shirt and we wanted to play volleyball LOL. then tess, ivan, nelson, ken and i went to the squash courts to play abit of volleyball. watched the pros trying to spike the ball haha, darn pro people. played around abit, got tired, then their class guys wanted to go lan. so jing jie came to retrieve his ball, but not before practicing abit. crazy his spikes darn scary and imba haha. watched their class guys bullied tess abit (tsk.) before they ran off to keep the ball before going for lan. then tess, nelson and i sian diao, cause nothing to do. so we went back to the class bench and stole his ball back to play again HAHA. hilarious. played abit in the volleyball courts with david, nelson and tess before david went off to play lan and then nelson, tess and i went to practice in the squash courts. after that the 3 of us got tired so we just sat around in the squash court, which turned out to be pretty comfortable and cooling. :D haha nelson then declared that the squash court was our second home since it was so nice! :D then we decided to go back to the class benches since we were all tired. met chong wei there, who then suggested that we played monopolyyy. :DDDD YAYY. went to rent the game from council, then nelson suggested that we go play in the squash court since it was our second home! LOL. but squash people wanted to use the courts. D: so we ended up walking to fishtank to play in the end. it was pretty fun playing monopoly with tess, nelson, liqin, chongwei, zhenghao and josh LOL. since i kept getting doubles, zhenghao and i ended up with the most number of properties, but we all didnt managed to get all the properties of the same colour. so our whole table ended up buying properties from each other LOL. tess so depressed cause she didnt have a single property to play with in the beginning, until she bought over the yellow property from zhenghao, who was getting richer by the second, and then i sold my yellow property to her in turn for alliance LOL. then josh was getting upset cause he was the second last and all the properties kept being bought up by others, leaving him with only 2 properties. the whole game turned into this barter trade/business talk LOL, with each of us offering to buy or sell or trade our properties to get all the properties of the same colour. the scene was pretty hilarious with chongwei offering to buy over this property from zhenghao originally worth 300 bucks with 1k, and then raising it to 1.5k, fighting with liqin over it LOL. darn hilarious. josh was like "1k?! are you crazy?! are you sure you have 1 k?" then chong wei immediately raised it to 1.5k and we were all like "WHAT!? YOU GOT 1.5 K MEH!" HAHAHAHA. darn funnyyyyy. :DDD so nelson and i managed to get the properties we wanted and we started building 3 houses each for each estate, and because we owned the properties next to each other, the whole lane became super risky and dangerous muahahaha. :D then my stack of monopoly notes got thicker and thicker hahahaha. :DDD darn fun. but then josh managed to get the richer property to my dismay. D: then each roll became a ticking bomb, cause we didnt know who would go bankrupt next. in the end chongwei was left with 500 bucks, so he combined with tess to form one player hahaha, owning the yellow property. then suddenly nelson and liqin were alliances with each other then the rest of us were like GG. cause both of them had the richest properties on the board. D: so josh and i became alliances cause both of us were richer HAHA. then tess came to join us while zhenghao went to join liqin and nelson LOL. so then it became a game between 2 parties wth. but josh, tess and i won because we had more money. the last few rounds were darn hilarious cause chongwei and zhenghao were darn lucky, they kept landing on the spaces like chance or community chest, and josh was in jail LOL, which left me to carefully place my token. then liqin and nelson were also trying to avoid our properties but still, they ended up selling most of their houses and mortgaging their properties to pay us instead. :DD when we finished playing it was almost 2.30 and the game had to end because they had badminton recrea lol. then david who came back from lan, zhenghao, liqin, tess, e-hui who came down, nelson, chris who was injured and i just slacked around at the 60 class bench, flick and play ball haha. nelson, tess and e-hui ate cup noodles for lunch, then after that we went to play ball and flick at the area outside audi. quite fun. ahh people like david and nelson darn zai. D: hehh. after playing for abit, we decided to go to the volleyball courts to play when the rain stopped instead cause the area outside audi was wet, and taekwondo was training there. but then josh and chongwei sent chris back home first. then david left le. so left me, tess, nelson, liqin and philemon. then we just sianned diao at the volleyball courts cause it was wet too. and we were all very tired haha. oh oh. by the way, EDWYNA YOU BAD GIRL. D: roarrr. so then the 5 of us went back to the class benches and then we decided to go coro to get bubbletea. :D haha. -----
hahaha. thanks sista! :D <3 sometimes i wish sports would do to me what basketball does to kexin. :/ tiring myself out today kinda made me escape from reality, but it didn't really help me solve my problems, or clear my thoughts. D: this time, it's getting harder to breathe. Labels: david/peter, ramblings, school ich liebe Tom! 9:07 PM Tuesday, November 3, 2009
& then i realised, the reason why i've been feeling so bitter all this year, (most of it anyway) was because subconsciously, i still cared. as little as i showed it, whether in school or at home online, i still cared. even though i've made new friends, found loved ones whom i can totally depend on, found a family of brudders and sistas, i still cared. i guess you just didnt care as much. how foolishly stupid can i get. ----- peter made me realise the above, which made me realise why i kinda wanted to go home alone today. i didnt want you to see the tears. & thanks nelson once again for making my night. ayee. you've been making me smile for the last few nights. (: simple gestures go a long way. thanks alot. :D Labels: zoo ich liebe Tom! 11:48 PM |
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